arrggghhhh tensionnnn!!!

arrghhhhhhh!! first training ok jea ngan senior,,, then, when mdm da transfr aq  soh handl sorng,,,frst day mmg m,mlu kn,, coz aq crying dpn cust,,, time tu mmg ta ingt ap da,,, coz aq jd mgelabah,n aq ta boleyh na handl, then bookin plak buad sala,,, aduhh,,, time tu tuhan saje ya tahu,,,fuhh,,, time tu mmg da give up,,kepale time tu berat gile..sampai k'ruma,,,,rse mmg na resign,,,aq cll mama ckp na benti,,, then mama tny npe,,, aq ckp nnt akk cte kat ruma,,,then when aq blik,, cousn aq sume ad,, lpk kat pn ruma,, then sume tny aq 'kau npe,,? time tu tros aq m'nages gile,,, aq ta tahan...then aq tros msuk ruma,,, mlm tu aq ta boleyh na tdo,,, ntah npe,, mmg setiap ari aq akn fkir kn  cam ne esok, esok, dan esok....kepale aq tade fikir laen,,,ta abis2 fikir kn cam ne esok aq na tros kn,,, hmmm,,,then mlm tu jugak,, mama ktuk pntu aq, then die tny ,,'akak nape, jgn mcm ni,, mmg lha,, frst2 biase lha,,, rlex jea,, just jgn gelabh buad kj tu,,,tahu ta bkn senng na dpt kj tu,,, ni kau br msk na behenti,,hm,,so kau taya ngade2 na benti.." hmm,, aqpun tdiam,,, then aq fkir2,,, tape lha,, aq try lg,,,esok pg nye,, aq bgon,, aq tfkir lg,, aduhh,,, mlz nye na pg kj,,, aq mmg da give up,,, then aq jmpe mama kat cafe,,,aq ckp aq tana pg,,, then mama soh aq pg jugaks,,, hmmmm,...mama relex kn aq sekejap... thenn da lme tu,,, aq pg lha mcm biase,,, hari k,due aq rase tenang sikit,,,and now alhamdulillah,, ok suda,,just na blja lbih mndalam lgy,,, hehe,,,